CAN YOU PLEASE STOP THINKING THAT WE ALL DONT LIKE YOU IN THE SECTION!
just have faith in yourself can?
so what if she come into the section?
so what if she plays better than you?
so what if she says you snatch her instrument from her?
she already inside the section. she got what she wanted what.
so why are you so afraid?
if you keep saying you cant play and all, i can tell you, you FOREVER also cannot play.
i know you cant blow the correct notes out..
BUT, the most now you can do is to memorise the fingerings and learn how to read the notes.
thats the very basic. if THAT you also cant do it, i can tell you, i cant help you at all.
and i wont even bother about you anymore cos you simply just show me that you're not interested.
and you tell me that you are already VERY VERY VERY hardworking.
but i see no improvement.
you always dont wanna come sch, dont come band, how to improve?
and still can say you are hardworking.
and tell me that so and so keep making you play or bully you.
when i dont go for band, you asked me to go. but even if i go or dont, there isnt any difference cos not as if, if i go, you can play. you just dont want so and so to teach you cos im there and so and so will ask me to teach you.
and you told me you chose to stay in band because i asked you to.
i REALLY WANNA HELP YOU.
but you have to have confidence in yourself before i can help you.
if you keep hoping that someone can cover up your sound, i can tell you, you will never get to play the sax well.
WE are alr the not strict kind of seniors alr okay.
do you know that when i was sec 1, my seniors, during sectionals, ITS WORST OKAY.
asked to play and play and play.
and the best thing is that. NO ONE TEACH US WHEN THE SENIOR BAND COMBINES.
we just sit at the stairs there playing by ourselves.
and if we never play, we get scolding.
and sectionals now, so slack lah.
and you still can say its tirring and all when i asked you to play.
and its only play a few notes.
im not trying to say anything. and i never say i dont like you or THEY dont like you.
its just your thinking.
and i never say that i was happy when theres a new member in the section.
i felt sad for her cos she had to change from her trumpet that she alr learnt for like half a yr? to a new instrument and have to learn all over again.
and i pitied claudine okay for losing a good player.
I WANT TO HELP YOU. really
so stop thinking that we will like her better than you cos she plays better than you, NO.
we are not bias people.
we treat everyoen the same.
like mayble, she scolded or should i say angry with marie before.
if you feel that so and so keep asking you to play and all, its for your own good also.
we hope that you can play well.
whatever we do, its also for your own good.
i've done what i want to say.
so now, you should go think about it.
if you want us to help you,
then you should start memorising your fingerings and knowing how to read the correct notes now.
and if want to prove to me that you really try your best,
THEN, show it to me on monday that you know your fingerings and notes.
THEN I CAN HELP YOU.
if not, if someone replace you or you got transferred into another instrument, then i dont know alr.
so yarr. :))
BE A GOOD MOLEY OKAY. :D